Welcome to the part of my world where I would like to show you what I do. What helps me to meet myself. Hence the name. It's a tale of an encounter with BREATH medicine, MUSIC and CACAO...
I used to be a lawyer. An attorney. A dream career for some. But I was separated from myself, from my partner, and I didn't understand my father's sufferings and the traumas in the family. I really wanted to help, especially my father. I didn't know how, and it hurt me. It still hurts me today, and it's one of the things I need to resolve during this lifetime here on Earth.
My story
Life was superficial with flashes of clarity and I already felt enormous pressure. A disease came that was a mystery even to doctors. I looked like a ghost. And then it came - it all started with one magical meeting in a magical place with an amazing Woman. I realized that I wanted to live as fully as she did, to follow my dreams and desires as she did. A year after the meeting, she invited me to a natural medicine ceremony where many things "clicked" for me.
I realized what kind of life I live, what kind of relationships I have and that the soul is already screaming through the body - ENOUGH! I realized that I was at a crossroads, a change was needed and I had to take a different path. After that, it was no longer possible to live life in the same way as before. The change required radical changes and, paradoxically, I was no longer afraid at all. I believed in myself and I believed in supporting something higher. That when I'm not afraid to close one door, another will open. And so I quit my job at the time. And in the end, I also let go of advocacy.
Then breathwork came my way and it was love at first sight. My whole SELF told me THIS was the way. The person who led the aforementioned ceremony also offered breathwork. I told myself that I would try it and what came was incredible! I found that I can connect with myself with the help of my breath, similar to how it was during the ceremony. Something so natural that is right under our noses! Our own medicine available anytime, anywhere! So I started looking for teachers and I found them. An even more amazing journey began, which was not easy at all. Because once you decide to know yourself, you go to the bone. And I went too.
The question of malice, life and death, encounters with death, old family patterns - all of this escalated even in the family. I went through a proper cleansing and self-discovery. It was beautiful and terrifying at the same time. Sometimes I went to the edge, but the only FEELING I have now is GRATITUDE.
I didn't let it all consume me. The desire for self-knowledge and helping people has deepened and is manifested in my need to go deeper and intuitively explore and learn other things that reach me and resonate with me.
I have always loved music. Music and sound is another medicine for me. Like breath. What I love about breathwork is that it combines these two medicines. I've been doing it for 6 years now. Then came the cocoa, which deepened the whole thing even more. This period gave me a lot of beautiful things. It gave me friendships, family all over the world, and the feeling that I could somehow SERVE people too. To help them get rid of suffering, to live life in joy and in connection with themselves and nature, Mother Earth.